Monday, October 2, 2006

Stunted Sestina Instigated by a Corroded Beloved

Today I’m punctual. Still bare in here. Across
the conference hall the mingling starts. Aware of Her,
of course, glass flower shoved into my throat. Her network

congeals around her. Mission: I’m supposed to network
here, strut my stuff and seal a snarky deal across
this sewer of convention. Will not speak to Her.

I’ll speak to Larva Boy here. Only glance at Her
by accident. Untangle ratty strands of network,
that nest of icy shards. The seed. I’ll come across

the things inside of me I need. I need to cross her off my network.

My finger fits there.

Should I take her
to the lake? I want
to touch her freckly-
toothy glint when she
expects a frog. No,
I don’t. I want
to struggle on behalf
of her ribs and my
clavicle. I want to
inform her that she
has the right to refuse
rancid food offered
by overconfident lovers.
No hike. No lake. Just
a driving finger that
speaks against her
sternum.